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| What's Change without freedom of doing so
I'd change if only i could freely lie to myself
how many times i think about it
I just cant breath, not one single breath
Around you, I act like nothings wrong
But things just won't go away
Its beating and beating inside my Brain
I think your making me go utterly inside
I'm so intrigued about you
you make my everyday..
you know none the least
I should be torn, torn apart
and have blood thirsty beasts eat me alive
thats what it feels like to be torn apart from thee
the Light of sunshine brightens my darkest day
even night seems as bright as day with you
but even the brightest days now are shallow and dark..
cuz none are spent with you,
your so far from being here
I just seem to drift away in memories
memories of my misfortune.
goodnight world i'm ready to move
move to a better place
maybe there i'll find some sort of happiness
just watching over you
till i can hold you once more..
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| Today would've been one year,
Not just one year of being together..
But its still means something,
One year of being friends
yeah maybe it was rough
but it all plained out
the ways in which we have grown has leveled
and the ways in which people see us has changed
I just wish for you too be happy
you seem happy... At the moment at lest
haha thats always like you.
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| My life is a distortion of things
Why does it have to be so hard at times
But so easy at others,
my midnight rides to the daytime senseless talks
Everything seems so un-right
i just wish things were for the best of me
but that will never be the case
cause in affect,
I came to the conclusion
That no matter what you're like
they'll always find a reason
No matter if you are the sweetest person in the world
Nor the meanest
Nothing will work
I promise you that it wont work, not to what you want
or what they want
you'll never know the out come
and neither will they
Well most of us are just S.O.L
So you should just live your life
and do things that make you happy
I mean you can try
but after all that you had went down the drain
well..
its just a little harder i might say
well its allot harder
Just work with it i assume
Thats what i wanna do
is be happier than I was before
I just want to strive for that moment of near happiness
But you know its never going to be that close
So yeah, basically you just got to keep on working for that little something
that you know you'll never get to after things happen
Life is Really Gay!
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| I get to play tonight..
its going to be awesome
i really think its going to be
maybe not tomorrow
but tonight it will be
Yay so fucking awesome shit...
goodnight niggas
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| School's so great I don't go.. Oh but work is Fun. Watch T.V. basically all night AND AND my favorite part is Eating there Ah well things should change... well at least I want them to. I want it as bad as yall. but IDK what to do about it. yeah Love the picture of you two.. its halarious. Anthony was in the background. well I think that we are going to do something soon.. so yeah... ttyl later. Peace. | | |
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